Insane. I am Me

Philosphy

2008-12-11T07:49:00.000-08:00

Life sometimes may really suck to the core. Maybe since the day you were born you had the suckiest life though sometimes it does not suck so much in between but generally it may have been real sucky. Once you get to accept the truth you know why such things happened that way. But what if people cannot accept the truth about you. What do you do? Accept the humiliation with oversportiveness when you do not deserve any. HaHa. That is the truth. Accept it because there is a sure chance you are gonna shine or at least glimmer more than your opponent one day. As long there is hope there is a chance and you sure will have a chance to get back to what you totally deserved.

Sentosa

2008-12-07T22:27:00.000-08:00

YEAHHHHHH we went to Sentosa Today!!!!! So damn fun!! Alot of things happened but my favourites were to throw everybody into the sea and and the show Songs of The Sea. The Hari Anna caught Supraja and pushed her into the sea. Sup's in revenge pushed him in. Hari Anna caught her again to push her into the sea and that is when Supraja pulled me with her. Soon they started pulling everyone in. Haha we were all soaking wet. Adults and Kids. We did not bring extra clothes except a few. In the evening we went to the show about this guy whose singing was magical enought to revive the volcano, light, water and the princess. Kinda lame but the effects wre cool as it happend all out in the sea and the images were projected on water sprayed upwards There were also cool fireworks and fire bursting from rocks. On the whole, effects were cool. Wonderful sentosa made up for my missed escape theme park expedition.

Sleepover

2008-12-06T22:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we had a surprise birthday party for Aunty Viji. We ate and talked and jumped and had loads of fun. Then Anusha and I decided to sleepover at her house with their daughter Supraja. Party was over in 1 in the night. Then we went inside Sup's room and used her laptop to play games and listen to songs.Then we went to the kitchen to get the left over choclate cake(mmm!!) and Sup took the mee goreng. It ended around 4 in the morning when the guys knocked on our door asked help as someone had given out smelly gas(btw my brother stayed over too with sup's brother and also a few other boys) So the chaos ended around 4:20 and we went back to our room but we talked till 5 plus in the morning and then we slept.( Sup's Parents never found out.) In the morning I was half awake and asleep. I could hear the boys getting up and getting really disappointed by the missing cake and mee goreng. HAR! HAR! It was around 12 or 12:30 that we girls woke up really to bathe and eat. So after we ate we drew fishes on the ballons that had not burst yet. Since we woke up kinda late. Sup's dad could not buy a handphone because we could not come along with him. Now I am getting ready to go to my house to change into a proper attirte fo bhajans and of course I am gonna stay over again coz on Monday the Yishun sai group is going to Sentosa. So Anusha and I decided to stay over at her house till Monday.

Wild Child and scary Thirteen

2008-12-05T21:39:00.001-08:00

I watched Wild child on Youtube. Rocking movie though with a obvious plot. It is like we were sure what was going to happen. Well I finally managed to figure what made Emma Roberts real familiar to me. Unfabulous! She was Addie Singer!! Should have guessed.. After that I watched Thirteen. Oh My God. The first scene started with Nikki and Rachael hitting each other for fun.....O.o It scared me cause there was blood. I decided not watch it then but later. So wild child on youtube saved me ticket. Anyway I am so gonna watch Twilight on Theater even if it is on internet. With Jeslyn of course.. She promised me.

BABIES

2008-12-05T19:11:00.001-08:00

Oh god the babies of actors and actresses are so damn cute. Look at Diya, Anoushka and Adeep. All are so cute. And the parents they look real happy to have their child. I love the babies.Anyway Jeslyn is returning on Sunday..Yippee. Finally I have someone whom I can spend my holiday with. All my other friends have left for overseas...grr. But my turn comes soon. Very soon.hehe

Escape Theme Park

2008-12-03T21:58:00.001-08:00

Escape Theme Park. A unreachable dream I can say. My friends called yesterday if I wanted to go to the theme park this coming Friday. I asked my mother and she said NO~!!! I am feeling totally miserable. I mean this the only way my holidays can be worthwhile like playing with your friends but no she wants it to be miserable as possible. My best friend Jeslyn has gone to Malaysia and would not be back until 8th December. I am like so bored. Not knowing what to do. I feel crappy. And I have to wait until 18 December to watch Twilight. I only managed to watch Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging on youtube. Is that legal? Well I have got a baby Tigger!! That makes me happy Yippeee..My friends like a lot are already leaving to India for holidays ..I am so so so jealous.I want to go. Hmph....Life is boring when there is no school...

Internet Safety

2008-12-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

I have removed all kinds of information about my age and hotmail Id. I have removed my picture too...I mean in the profile.Too lazy to delete others in post. Maybe one day I will but not too soon..
Aligato

Holidays

2008-12-02T03:09:00.000-08:00

They suck..Holidays suck. I am bored to the core!! I got homework to do with only a month left while I have to prepare for some competition and debate on going to India or not. I want to go alone but I am afraid to handle some stuff alone(not the traveling it is something else!!)Also I am afraid I might miss my competition. On top of these I've got homework. I do not mind maths because I might forget maths If I do not do during holidays. But others!! Who would forget Mother Tongue, English, Science..I mean there is nothing to remember to forget!! I am bored. Life sucks Everyone hates me,God save me!!! ILY Co.B(hehe)

Being Me tribal tide and pravin saivi

2008-11-19T06:01:00.001-08:00

Sunday was a great DAY. My school friends and I had participated in a Naam thing by health promotion board. It was about having awareness about smoking drinking and STI. So those who went for this got free tickets to watch the being me by Pravin Saivi. He was superb. I always thought Pravin had quite a abnormal voice to sing but he was SUPERB. He sang Roja Roja , Mitwa , and a few from his album 'BEING ME'. He told about how he he used to be a heavy smoker and stuff. His wife is so pretty. His sister,KalaiSelvi is also pretty. They both sang Anjali Anjali together. It was so sweet.So in the end we all took photos together with my schoolmates. I am the one who is circled.I should have at least stood at the far end..arr..Anyway this is the photo

mayya mayya tamil lyrics

2008-11-04T19:23:00.000-08:00

I searched and searched for mayya in Tamil and finally decided to do this myself though for some lyrics I am unsure about them. here it is.. BTW if u noe some of the lyrics or u have correct one pls pls email me.. just gif me the correct one or tell me any changes that i have to make

Naan seeniyil seitha kaadal

Vellai thangathil seitha udal

Un kaathali........ naane.........

Kaathal...thaanee....kanuthey

Naan muthamthinaval oru murattu poo ival

Naan thinamum thorpaval…antha adai sandayilee…

Naan muthamthinaval oru murattu poo ival

Thinam adai sandayilee...muthalil thorpaval

Ini kurayuttum thiruvilaku. Ni idam chutti porul villaku

Ada kadavulai adaiyum valiyill en per eluthiruku

MAYYA MAYYA nilavai vaanam poosi vaithukol

MAYYA MAYYA en udambinil olivita malargalem poiya poiya

MAYYA MAYYA nilavai vaanam poosi vaithukol

MAYYA MAYYA en udambinil olivita malargalem poiya poiya

Naan punnaigal seithal poo tholum( not sure if tholum is the word)

Paala thisaigal kurainthida kudulum

En arpu ni en kridal ni malar ambugal sarinthidum penn magal ni (not sure if correct)

Ennai parthathume..en kannadi ennai kathalikum

Pala pengalai thirudum pala aangali vellum

No idea what is the sentence after above sentence..

MAYYA MAYYA MAYYA MAYY men kaatril en muchu silaugamai visum

MAYYA MAYYA MAYYA MAYY ini nallum en udalil pala poo pookal thuvum

KAMUAI KAMUAI IITHU PODHUMAHH en parvai oliye kalgal thedum

MAI MAI MAYYA ale ahey ahey ahey ahey

MAI MAI MAYYA ale ahey ahey hey hey

Naan muthamthinaval oru murattu poo ival

Thinam adai sandayilee...muthalil thorpaval

Ini kurayuttum thiruvilaku. Ni idam chutti porul villaku

Ada kadavulai adaiyum valiyil en per eluthiruku

MAYYA MAYYA yeleli ohhiya leli ohhiya le

MAYYA MAYYA yelili ali luli aili lili ali aalil lil

MAYYA MAYYA ale ahey ahey ahey ahey

MAYYA MAYYA ale ahey ahey hey hey

(After the guy sing one line.) Ishtah..

MAYYA MAYYA yewalah yewalah

MAYYA MAYYA
MAYYA MAYYA

Yeah yai yeah yai ahiyi yahi ya

Yeh Le liliya liliya liliya hehli

MAYYA MAYYA

( scream)MAYYA MAYYA

PAUSE

ALWaEkET

MAI MAI MAYYA

MAYYA MAYYA yelel yolel yolel yolel yolel

MAYYA MAYYA aah ha leli yon habbbbbbbbbbbbbi bii

MAYYA MAYYA ohya lili honyo lllllllllllllllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Saturday and a bit of Sunday

2008-11-02T04:17:00.000-08:00

SO Saturday I went to audition for swami's b'dae drama.. I met this new girl called Sanjurah.. I found out she went to the same school as the girl who fought with my friend and it seems this girl does not like that girl too..what a coincidence..Gayathri rebonded her hair.. soo different. but I guess it is because I see her in that hairstyle.. Nobody bothered about my hair.My really short bob. They only said it looked nice. Lakshmi did not even bother about it..Guess my hair does look nice..but I do not like it still. SO yeah the auditions went well and I went rushing home for bhajans in Yishun as I was singing. My mum sang with me but we did not sync. Went back home watched Kuruvi in Vasantham. Oh god the Vasantham logo is horrible. The old one was better looking than this. SO yeah went to sleep with of course a few quarrels with my mum about my results. I guess she is shocked that I failed Lit or even that I failed a subject. I love the subject but I think it is because the teachers expect too much from us. ANyway morning woke up at 1:00 surprised even me. I showered quickly and ate and rushed to Sathya uncle's house. Surprised too see Sudharshan. Vageesh(a very cute child) was doing homework . My mum and I practiced the song for Akhanda Bhajan. Came back home and watched Kovil in Sun TV. My brother had gone out to play with vageesh and co. hahahaha!!!

hsm 3 and my bob

2008-10-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

Today I was woken up by the call from bavadarini my fave pri sch fren. She called to ask me if I can follow her to watch a movie initially it was a no. Later I agreed. Before I went I went for a haircut. It now sucks. I look like a very tall cutey baby..eeekss. Anyway movie was good and I came back home uploaded 1/3 of my Diwali pics and played this ghostly game in a site.. scary.. I would not tell you about the website till I obtain permission from my friend who told me about it.. listening to Taxi Taxi from sakkarakatti...nice song at the beginning only.. arigato!!

diwali pics part 1 of 2

2008-10-30T03:55:00.002-07:00

ME !!! pls ignore the ghost behind ^^^^^

Kenneth(athi)'s "future wife"???^^

my family and I^^^

hanging sparklers!!!^^^

diwali pics

2008-10-30T03:55:00.001-07:00

Wednesday

2008-10-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

I am listening to Yaaro manthile from dhaam dhoom. Nice movie except till the later part as it gets really obvious and boring . Anyway yesterday night My mum started scolding me for subject combination as I only have 7 subjects..I am going to appeal to have an eighth subject except the class which offers eight subjects has 46 students already..I do not know how they are gonna put me in that class but I pray to lord pleadingly let me have an eight subject. After scolding about that she started saying I was not practicing my hidustani lessons. Yes I will do that. Today morning I had to go for my maths lesson in the morning during school holidays ( coz i passed marginally). I came back, slept and went for Hindustani classes. I do not wish to talk about the classes . The teacher scares me more every minute I stay there. When I took the bus back home I saw Jeslyn..SHe again went to watch a movie without MEEEEEEEEEE...But I know we will watch the movie Twilight together...she promised so if she breaks it I will do soemthing to her so she will regret it in every bit of her wonderful life. ANyway pple.. try to guess what N.R.T.T.C is I will let you'll know soon as soon as I find an auspicious date to launch it on the blog

rock on pple..!!

diwalii later!!

2008-10-27T20:06:00.000-07:00

So Diwalii was gr8!! Total blast. We first lit up around 47 candles and put it everywhere in our house. Though at first we started off pretty lame because we did not know how to light up the flower pot.. Once it started off (with a bang too!!) we started lighting the whistling sparklers. The sound attracted my neighbour's neighbour too play with us that we started lighting up more crackers. Only one person went with a small burn on their thigh. poor baby..we did many combos of lighting the crackers and sparklers..My neighbour took photos of it..I will put it up soon.once I manage to catch hold of her. Anywayyyy they put BILLA as movie for Diwali..Yeah i watched it soo cool. i still have the music on my mind. Yuvan Shankar Raja rocks!!!!!!!!!!!

Diwali!!

2008-10-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

Happy diwali pple out there...!!!
I woke up at 10:oo am todae and watched the interview with abdul kalam(scientist and ex-president of india) hosted by vivek.Then watched the tamil debate..Then watched the movie kanammoochi yenada..(finally!!) I managed to burst some crackers with my neighbour..then I went to her house and watched vampire knight guilty till ep 4 . Jeslyn finally admitted she liked a song ,made by a indian guy, okay.. haixzzz I cannot satisfy her with some tamil or hindi songs...
Gonna bursts more crackers as beginning to darken..Sad part cannot burst some kind of crackers in singapore...Nvm manage with the most we can in S'pore...

i am back

2008-10-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

BAck again..i could not post for long well becoz school but now can ardy..
I am participating in Yaar Antha Star. I hope i can get thru all the levels and be in the finals.
Right after the auditions it is straightaway to India. Next year I am going to be in Secondary Three..I want option three. Tuesday the results will be posted on the school website. I can not wait for next year. More syf and all Indian dancers in SMSS hope for gold with honors third year in running.

sayonara

breaking dawn

2008-08-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

i got the bookkkkk todae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no words to express my delight

i have read it thru and well.

I am so gonna buy the official guide to the twilight saga.

i am so happy!!

Guess what my fav singer is Kerli..

i like her walking on air the best..

Breaking dawn is magnificent

I want to be like them tooooo

Aligato

DO I SEE MENDING

2008-08-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

Morning I went to school.
Awaiting the change of seats with Tara.
Tara had painted her nails black and she had no way of removing it.
I said that she would be caught and she hoped she did not.
I prayed too in case my words came true and she might be anngry with me for that.
During Devotion MRs.Lo talked about Fiath.
I guess I have a lot of faith in myself.
Then came English and I sat with Trina.
I waited for the recess bell to ring so I can read the book Murphy's Boy.
Such a sad yet fascinating book.After that was science when I poured all the liquid on my tie..unknowingly.
I had to miss 10 mins because the liquid was so stubborn adn would not go..
Well. the liquid was still stubborn and did not go of.
Then lit then common test lit.
Then three free periods where I read this koyal dark and mango sweet book agian.choo chweet.
Then was Project work and then Indian dance.
We just discussed abt our senior farewell party.
I saw veno on the way and asked her to bring the breaking dawn book tmrw..
Now I am blogging

Ikea is an unreachable dream

2008-08-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

I am so grumpy today!!

Morning I was forced to wake up at 9:00 am and bathe.

Then I was told to go to the prayer room and say the 108 asthrotram because we have the lotus feet in our house.

After that I decided to get ready to go to Ikea.

I forced my friend to get ready but unfortunately she did not.

I went back home trying to figure out a way to get her ready to go to Ikea.

And then my father say we are not going to Ikea.

I am so angry.

The reason he gave was to clear all our old stuff, so as not to clutter old cupboards with new ones...

I accepted it because my house look like a godown.

With the ancient furnitures and new ones our house will look even smaller then now.(it loooks like a 2 room flat even though it is a 4 room house.)

Fell asleep because nothing better to do!!

I woke up and my mother decided to write my tamil speech.

She only wrote the characteristics we need so now I am surfing for the activities I can do.

That is it I Think.

kudos

the day after national day>>>part 3

2008-08-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

I dunno what to say..
I am Terribly bored..
My friend came over to my house and read porn...
I want to kill her.. But what can I do..
SHe talked and talked and used the computer while i lied on my bed waiting for her to finish.
But right after she finihsed she left for home.
Now I am starving..
My dad is going to buy puuuurrri.
with chutney..
Now my fren say maybe she cannot go Ikea with me tmrw!!
UGGHHHHH..i feel sad ardy.
I was going to change my haristyle from a ponytail to let down..
I feel sad...
Well I am going to write a story first..
I will post the chapter one after I have finished..
Love story of course..
hehe!!

The day after national day>>part two

2008-08-10T05:53:00.000-07:00

Well right after I blogged I went to watch the movie aruputhatheevu.
So cool.
I loved the ending.
Maybe they can make part 2 of how th girl adjusted to life in the city.
Right after that I watched Dhool.
The show rocked I thought that three groups did well.
P.F.D.workshop AGni reloaded and kali dancers.
the other 2 were good but were not eye catching.
Also the lady in blue from kali dancers was superb.
Well team Agni reloaded and kali dancers went into the next round.
I enjoyed it alot.
My mum did not.
She quite old fashioned.
ohhh... I am going Ikea with my friend tomorrow.
I cannot wait.
Now she is in my house desperately trying to download songs from the net. haha

The day after national day

2008-08-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

I still don't seemed to have gotten into the spirit of national day.

I still don't know why.

Maybe the spirit was taken away when right after national day eve program I had to go for a class which was so boring.

Anyways today i went for balvikas.

I was quite late so I needed to rush.

I saw the bus coming and I ran without any hope.

Luckily the traffic signal changed to red and I managed to get there on time.

In balvikas first thing they did was chose me to say the prayer.

Then we did ligh meditation.

The trick to stay upright is to concentrate one one object.

Then we did the veda chanting. so cool. Gayathri knew everything and I almost everything.

after that we had a talk about vegtarianism.

ALL you people out there please please change into vegetarians.

REASONS:

1.animals get tortured>>>i will put up the vidoe when i got time..

2.enivroment.>>>No one would be starving because the land used to rear animals used to farm vegtables will be enought to feed the whole world.

3.Our bodies are not built that way.>>we do not have claws and we do not get aroused by the sound of people dying or the smell of blood. we may be able to tolerate it but not be happy about drinking blood.unless of course u are a cannibal.

4.health benefits>>>we would be so much stronger by eating vegtables and fruits. Better temper.

5.Sai devotees out there swami say to be a true devotee you have to give up meat (including eggs).

If this is not enough

I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

Go on eating the tortured animal meat enjoy the taste of the chemical toxins it produced when it was killed.

You would still have enough proteins calcium and iron by eating more veggies and fruits and milk.

bun break was over and we played this game called how well do you know you gurus. I was in team two with gayathri durga lakshmi ashwini and the rest lah.

We lost 10-7.

Atleast we lost with a lucky number 7.

Well class ended and we went back home.

Suprise! suprise!

the Boys came back as they said it was drizzling so they could not play soccer.

Well one of the senior took Rajeshwari's handphone's battery and did not return it until our destination arrived.

I went back home watched all the shows I wanted to watch.

then I slept.

When I woke up my parents were preparing to go to Ikea.

After they left I switched on the computer nad started blogging and now I do not know what to do!!

Hope it is the final "I 'm back "

2008-08-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

hmmm....

I hope it the final time i create a new blog..

I am liking killing myself without blogging..

Last time I blogged was June 24 and I am back on National Day..

A lot happned in my school this past 2 weeks.

But I have manged to go through and I ended up finally able to solve everything..

I also have a elder sister.

Not blood related.

But I am so happy!!

From tomorrow I will blog more porperly.

sayanora

Rush hour 4

2008-06-24T06:11:00.001-07:00

Today Anran was caught for highlighting her hair.
But she is slready so pretty I do not know why she need to cut her hair.
Ih the new trainee teacher came..Soooo gorgeous with her sexy long legs...
Then maths teacher decided to let DoT period take over maths.
Because it was communicating with your parents.
Common Test came and my partner Vinitha did not know what story to write so i told her to write about gang fight.
Science was okay.
ProDoTs was scary because Mr.chan got angry for our group was Giggling...
Indian dance was horrible..because we had no breaks to drink water.
We almost died.I was told that I was too straight in dancing.
i still do not understand..
Now this aishwarya torturing me to do the tamil project.
I am going to escape by acting like doing something.. Headache siahh.

Later then

Back to school

2008-06-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night my mom ,cousin sis, bro and I went to Rochelle to get new pair of shoes.
I got a Gold leather comfort star shoes.
Later we went to John little, I got a new blouse and three quarter pants.
My brother wanted a shirt too but the shop closed.
I cam back home and I remembered that I have not finished or atleast start on any homework yet.
I cried the whole night until my pillow was soaked.
Today I woke up at 5:30 am just brought my school bag..
Bought new socks, threw away stinky one.
Found that almost all teachers changed hairstyle.
First eng period.
My teacher said that homework's due date was next week.
I was squealing in delight when she said "nivedha. stop making noise. u write 200 words and give to me on wednesday."
Then came recess and we made fun of Thaseeen saying that she has a boyfriend, mee goreng man..
Maths was as usual scary because we have discipline mistress as our teacher.
We were sitting with our friends instead of in our register number.
Luckily she said that as long as we do not interrupt her she would not bother.
Homework for maths due tommorrow.HooRay!
Literature came and I do not know when she turned into a scary one.
Last time her lesson was the so-called 'free period'
She sent Hema to the back of our classroom for not paying attention.
Integrated humanitites came and we told her about how Hema gave her a friend request.
She said she would not acept it or something.
Then we talked about our changed hairstyle.
We laughed alomst all the way through because we teased my teacher for perming he hair.
Mother tongue came and the topic for the week was Humour.
She did not how to start it then I dropped my chair.
Everyone laughed.
And she started the lesson.
HUMILIATION ShOuld BE tHE tOpIC not Laughter.
Anita as usual tried to tease me in the bus but luckily Zhenyi and ruth nad Joanna were there..
Cmae home fixed key board and played audition{Isiabella}
time to do home work......
Let us be happy for this^^

See you'all later then

Renovation done!!

2008-06-20T23:05:00.000-07:00

Cbox has just been put up.
I am first to tag.
Now to advertise it to moi friends in msn messenger.
I have taken out my imeem songs and put and put my friends links.
While visiting my blog visit my friends too..
But i wish got music in the back ground
Especially canon in D.
Someone who knows help me..
my closest friend's--chinese--1 favourite tamil songs maybe you will like it too I dunno...

Arabu naade from thottal poo malrum.
hehe next time then

Done testing

2008-06-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

Finally my blog is completed.
I would like to thank dancing sheep for creating such a wonderful skin.
Everything in the blog is going fine.
Waiting for my cbox.
Adding links the later.
Got to do home work see you later.^^

testing

2008-06-20T19:14:00.001-07:00

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